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A Loss in my Life

My camera is gone. We are really not sure what happened to it, which is the most frustrating part, but I’m pretty sure it’s not hiding in the couch cushions. (Also, I’ve looked there.) The last time I know I had it was last Tuesday night (the 2nd) in the car. I came home late that night, and was rushing and struggling to get the kids in a bath and in bed as it was long past their bedtime. I forgot to lock the car door. I didn’t look for my camera until Friday, and while I don’t recall seeing it anytime before then, I can’t definitively say I didn’t have it. But the best I can figure is that it was stolen on Tuesday night out of my unlocked car. I’m pretty devastated. I feel naked without it, and I can’t imagine how I am going to enjoy any kind of activity without being able to photograph it. Luckily I have a forgiving husband, and some wonderful kids. Annika keeps praying that I’ll find it, and while I don’t think the Lord will strike the thief with lightning, I have felt at peace. It’s just a thing, right? I still have three healthy, happy, beautiful girls. But I’d like a way to take pictures of them.

So I dug out my old Canon Rebel. It was my first DSLR and the model is now more than 6 years old. It has 8 megapixels (the iPhone 4 has 5). I brought it with us when we went out for ice cream on Monday night. I wanted to test it out, and see how long it can last us while we decide what camera to replace my beloved lost one with. I wasn’t expecting much. However, I was pleasantly surprised. It doesn’t leave a lot of room for error, but if you nail the exposure and the focus you can get a pretty good picture. In fact, I got one I love.

Lucy

By the way, it felt nothing like August, and these pictures show it. It must have been 50 degrees outside, and my girls’ noses and cheeks were red. A passerby even commented on how it seemed silly that we were all eating ice cream when it was so cold outside. What happened to our summer?

Elise

I’ve also bought a couple more camera apps for my iPhone, so don’t be surprised if you see even more iPhoneography on here. Maybe there is a silver lining to all of this – maybe when I’m not taking hundreds of RAW files a week I’ll be able to catch up on my backlog of editing. Maybe I’ll even clear some space off our hard drive so when I do get a good camera again there will be room for all the pictures I’ll take. Maybe I’ll learn to enjoy life without photographing it. Maybe not.

Cristine - So sorry you don’t have your camera anymore!!! It sucks for me when I don’t have my camera so I can only imagine it is magnified for you! :( The pics of the girls with ice cream are cute!!!! While I’m sure you are wishing you had more summer days, I am wishing I was in Baumholder in 50 degree weather rather than El Paso with 103 degree weather! :) Miss you guys!

Taniel - I’m still sad about your camera, but the Rebel seems to suit you just fine. These pictures are cute. Maybe since there isn’t much room for error it will also help you to become a better photography when it comes to exposure. Just a thought. I love you

Becky - WE won’t enjoy life as much without YOU photographing it. Good luck on your new camera search.

Melissa Keyes - Oh I’m so sorry! Very sad for all of us too! I love seeing your photography, it’s so clean and beautiful. You are still taking great shots with the Rebel though!

Monica - Ya the pics you took with your “not so great” camera I wouldn’t have been able to even tell! :) But sad you lost your other one (or even sadder that it was stolen!) I love that you were eating ice cream in 50 degree weather… Gotta love Baumholder!

Mary Anne - Oh Erica…seriously my heart is just breaking for you right now. I am so so sorry. I’m sure you feel like a part of you is missing. I know that’s how I felt when I realized those videos were gone. I totally remember the first time we “met” (although I hardly even spoke to you I’m sure) at that race down in Moab, and I distinctly remember you with your Rebel. She does good work :) You do GREAT work. Hope you are able to replace it soon, and I really hope you didn’t have lots of pictures on there that hadn’t been downloaded yet!

Tara - I am just sick for you. If I lost my camera there would be weeping, wailing and gnashing of teeth. You have a great attitude, and looks to me like you do wonderful with your back-up!! What great photos of beautiful girls.

The most magical place on earth… or maybe the scariest?

We finished off our marathon vacation in France with two days in Disneyland. We saved it for last, figuring that it would give Annika something to look forward to when other parts of our vacation got too boring for her. We stayed in Disney’s cheapest accommodations – the Davy Crockett ranch where our singlewide had fake wood paneling and was referred to as a cabin and in all of our paperwork we were addressed as “trappers” or “explorers.” It turns out Europeans have a thing for the American West (which was reaffirmed last week when we made our way up to Cologne for an American rodeo). The “cabin” really was perfect for our little family though, and allowed Wendy and Justin to stay with us without having to pay extra.

We anticipated Annika’s excitement, but we weren’t quite as prepared for how many things in Disneyland would scare her. The Disney princesses and Toy Story characters were a dream come true, until we got too close. She was quick to inform Brad (while clinging tightly to his neck) that she liked looking at them and waving from over there. She liked the Dumbo ride (good thing, after a 45 minute wait) but she absolutely did not like it when it went high. The Peter Pan ride and the Snow White ride felt more like haunted houses with Annika. She cried at every new corner and kept saying “I want to go home now! I think I just want to go home and sleep in my bed!” The highlight of the trip for Brad and I may have been viewing our photo after the Pirates of Caribbean ride. Wendy and Justin did a pretty good job of talking Annika through the ride, and reminding her that the pirates were just pretend, although Wendy could feel her heart pounding under her shirt. However, the big drop at the end surprised all of us. I’ve never seen a more terrified face than in that photo, and I kind of wish we had just paid the 15 euro to keep it.

That said, Annika really did love Disneyland, and even a month later she still asks me to tell stories about it before she goes to bed. She had some definite favorites, but I’ll let her tell her side of the story.

I liked the teacups. I liked the Buzz ride too. On the Buzz ride you had to shoot the bad guys – the Evil Emperor Zurg. But where’s Jessie? I should have brought my toy Buzz to show the real Buzz.  I liked the carousel. I liked Disneyland because I saw lots of people. Like Jessie – she was with the Incredibles. I saw the princesses too, but just in the parade. Why didn’t they come and see me? 

I didn’t like the Snow White ride because it was scary. I was afraid on the Peter Pan ride too where we floated up in the air in that thing. That was scary just floating. It was scary I was going to float out of the ride. 

Cristine - “Hold on to the wind, Bullseye” has got to be my favorite!!! Anni is too cute! Looks like you had a blast! Anya and Eric loved going to Disneyland, too! :) Oh, and tell Brad I think it is hilarious that Anni peed all over him. Priceless memory! :)

Mary Anne - Are you serious about the Pull-up incident?! I am dying here. That is so something that would happen to us. But it does look like you had fun! All scary things laid aside, of course.

MOM - I think that wherever your little girls are is a magical place!!

Uma - Annika, you are as good a story teller as your mommy a photographer! Thank you for letting us live vicariously though your fun adventures!

Taniel - Haha, too cute. I love the one of brad alone on the ride. I also love the pull-up accident and hold onto the wind and Lucy and Elise with goofy and the and Annika’s commentary. All great!

We’ll Always Have Paris

For Wendy, Brad, and I, this was our second trip  to Paris;  but it was the first visit to the city of lights for Justin and the kids. We tried to hit all the major sights and broke all of our advice about taking it easy when traveling with kids. We hauled the kids around in backpacks all day and didn’t return home until after 11. It was exhausting and kind of a blur, but wonderful. Paris is always wonderful.

This first day was a whirlwind of sights. Annika is a devoted fan of Madeline, and as we walked through Paris we pointed out places that were featured in her books. It kept her interested for at least half of the day.

 

The rest of the day we used a combination of cookies, shoulder rides, crepes, and the promise of the Eiffel tower to keep them happy.

The second day we took the train to Versailles. Lucy and Elise enjoyed the ride and Brad liked the break from driving. Then it started to rain and we pushed our way into the palace with about a million other people. I am usually not claustrophobic, but there were a few places inside where it bottlenecked and I started to panic thinking about what would happen if someone yelled “fire!” After we made our way out of the palace, we toured the gardens. The last time Brad and I were there was in February, and I was excited to see the grounds when they weren’t dead. I was not disappointed, but after walking through what felt like miles of gardens and summer palaces and more gardens I was truly exhausted. After making our way back to Paris we picnicked on the Champ de Mars next to the Eiffel tower again. The highlight of the day, and maybe the trip, was watching Annika’s face light up when the sun finally set and the Eiffel tower sparkled. It glitters for five full minutes and I don’t think she took her eyes off it the whole time. Such an appropriate end to our two days in the city of lights.

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Cristine - WOW WOW WOW! What great pictures!!!! I LOVE that you took pictures to match Anni’s book… what a treasure for her! :) It looks like you guys had so much fun!!!

Monica - YOu and Brad amaze me Erica. Even with 4 adults I am 100% positive that traveling in Paris was difficult with 3 kids that young. I know it was totally worth but hard. Great pics. I love that she loves Madeline and it kept her entertained. My favorite picture however is all 3 of the kids PASSED out!:) What a fun vacation you had! Oh and Casablanca. Do I win a prize? :) I think the prize should be flying me and the kids out to see you OR you and the kids coming to GA.

Wendy - i love it, as always. I got super excited when I saw that you had posted! Will there be a special “where’s Justin?” post? I can only hope:) This trip was truly amazing. I don’t even mind my royal walking picture!

Mary Anne - This makes me want to go back so bad! We didn’t go inside the Louvre or the Versailles Palace so we have to go back, right? Those Madeline shots are incredibly classic. You did a great job with them. What a great way to get Annika into the spirit. We were always out late in Paris, too…not sure what it is about that place. You just can’t go home too early! So much to see and do. And I have no idea where “We’ll always have Paris” comes from, but now I’m curious…

Uma - Your traveling with kids posts seriously need to be published in some kind of periodicals or included with children’s birth certificates. Those shots of Annika and her beloved Madeline!!! AH-MA-ING! I love love love every single word and picture you have shared and want to buy some of your prints!