My camera is gone. We are really not sure what happened to it, which is the most frustrating part, but I’m pretty sure it’s not hiding in the couch cushions. (Also, I’ve looked there.) The last time I know I had it was last Tuesday night (the 2nd) in the car. I came home late that night, and was rushing and struggling to get the kids in a bath and in bed as it was long past their bedtime. I forgot to lock the car door. I didn’t look for my camera until Friday, and while I don’t recall seeing it anytime before then, I can’t definitively say I didn’t have it. But the best I can figure is that it was stolen on Tuesday night out of my unlocked car. I’m pretty devastated. I feel naked without it, and I can’t imagine how I am going to enjoy any kind of activity without being able to photograph it. Luckily I have a forgiving husband, and some wonderful kids. Annika keeps praying that I’ll find it, and while I don’t think the Lord will strike the thief with lightning, I have felt at peace. It’s just a thing, right? I still have three healthy, happy, beautiful girls. But I’d like a way to take pictures of them.
So I dug out my old Canon Rebel. It was my first DSLR and the model is now more than 6 years old. It has 8 megapixels (the iPhone 4 has 5). I brought it with us when we went out for ice cream on Monday night. I wanted to test it out, and see how long it can last us while we decide what camera to replace my beloved lost one with. I wasn’t expecting much. However, I was pleasantly surprised. It doesn’t leave a lot of room for error, but if you nail the exposure and the focus you can get a pretty good picture. In fact, I got one I love.
By the way, it felt nothing like August, and these pictures show it. It must have been 50 degrees outside, and my girls’ noses and cheeks were red. A passerby even commented on how it seemed silly that we were all eating ice cream when it was so cold outside. What happened to our summer?
I’ve also bought a couple more camera apps for my iPhone, so don’t be surprised if you see even more iPhoneography on here. Maybe there is a silver lining to all of this – maybe when I’m not taking hundreds of RAW files a week I’ll be able to catch up on my backlog of editing. Maybe I’ll even clear some space off our hard drive so when I do get a good camera again there will be room for all the pictures I’ll take. Maybe I’ll learn to enjoy life without photographing it. Maybe not.







7 comments
Cristine - So sorry you don’t have your camera anymore!!! It sucks for me when I don’t have my camera so I can only imagine it is magnified for you!
The pics of the girls with ice cream are cute!!!! While I’m sure you are wishing you had more summer days, I am wishing I was in Baumholder in 50 degree weather rather than El Paso with 103 degree weather!
Miss you guys!
Taniel - I’m still sad about your camera, but the Rebel seems to suit you just fine. These pictures are cute. Maybe since there isn’t much room for error it will also help you to become a better photography when it comes to exposure. Just a thought. I love you
Becky - WE won’t enjoy life as much without YOU photographing it. Good luck on your new camera search.
Melissa Keyes - Oh I’m so sorry! Very sad for all of us too! I love seeing your photography, it’s so clean and beautiful. You are still taking great shots with the Rebel though!
Monica - Ya the pics you took with your “not so great” camera I wouldn’t have been able to even tell!
But sad you lost your other one (or even sadder that it was stolen!) I love that you were eating ice cream in 50 degree weather… Gotta love Baumholder!
Mary Anne - Oh Erica…seriously my heart is just breaking for you right now. I am so so sorry. I’m sure you feel like a part of you is missing. I know that’s how I felt when I realized those videos were gone. I totally remember the first time we “met” (although I hardly even spoke to you I’m sure) at that race down in Moab, and I distinctly remember you with your Rebel. She does good work
You do GREAT work. Hope you are able to replace it soon, and I really hope you didn’t have lots of pictures on there that hadn’t been downloaded yet!
Tara - I am just sick for you. If I lost my camera there would be weeping, wailing and gnashing of teeth. You have a great attitude, and looks to me like you do wonderful with your back-up!! What great photos of beautiful girls.